Initial ideas

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Initial ideas:

Concept / form:

Narrative story telling, with lyrics, Alternative/indie pop dark themes. (TW: suicide)

Internal conversations, confronting their own addiction, trauma, and self-destructive patterns.

 

Lyrics:

I hope your dad’s done hating you

The apple doesnt fall far from the tree

You think that shit you smoke saves you

But it wont, between you and me

 

And I think part of you hated me

So all me was surviving you

There’s nothin’ better I could be

I love the sick because I have to

 

You were wrong for what you did to me

But I was sick for kind of liking it

Oh, it all goes bad eventually

I’ve loved the sick since I knew how to breathe

 

I'm pretty sure that you’re using again

Oh, you don't know what that does to me

Well I guess I could never save you

I’ve loved the sick since I knew how to breathe

 

I hope you settle with that girl you love

And get that shitty job I know you need

I think that she might be enough to save you

And I'm sorry that that wasn’t me

 

But I think part of you hated me

So all me was surviving you

There is nothing better I could be

I love the sick because I have to (I have to, I have to)

 

You were wrong for what you did to me

But I was sick for kind of liking it

Oh, it all goes bad eventually

I’ve loved the sick since I knew how to breathe

 

I'm pretty sure that you’re using again

Oh, you don't know what that does to me

Well I guess I could never save you

I’ve loved the sick since I knew how to breathe

 

Well I guess I could never save you

I’ve loved the sick since I knew how to breathe

Since I knew how to

 

Well your pants are on fucking fire

And you use them like a goddamn lighter

And you say its not my fault

But I don’t believe you at all

 

If you loved me, then why did you never call?

 

You were wrong

You were wrong

You were wrong

You were wrong

You were wrong

You were wrong

You were wrong

You were wrong

 

But I was sick

 Initially scene ideas:

One persons life: ending + regret, one persons life: being saved, (opposites, what their life could’ve been like living on for the other.) they’re actually friends, (not really revealed until the end)

“Well your Pants are on fucking fire”

-              Literal.

 

“You were wrong, you were wrong….. (x7/8)/

 but I was sick…”

-              She ends her life’s, (wrist slitting) laying on floor head on wall blurred, foots steps running in.

-              Other person is living their life for their friend who has passed away, almost like flashbacks / flash forwards which we can almost see the “shadow” of the deceased friend.

-              Suicide prevention audio plays muffled. (